Monday, April 22, 2013

Just had it....

One of the most depressing day of my life. Coco girl has gone to the rainbow bridge. A sweet girl whom I got to know her real temperament only at her home. Coco is feisty, active and very much a princess at home. Outside, Coco preferred to stick with Mommy and sit on her lap. Didn't expect her to go so fast. Saw her just last week and totally has a high hope of her recovering well. Coco is beautiful up to her last moment, she kept on fighting and somehow stayed alert during her illness.

I felt just really bad for not being there for Lydia when Coco passed on at the vet. Our hearts may tear, for Lydia and Uncle Bert, their hearts bleed. Nothing will ever be the same anymore. At their home, Coco is everywhere. Whatever they do for Coco, whatever decision made, they are out of love and nothing else.

Can't stop imagining how it would be like if it comes the time for April to go and it hurts so bad. Though proud to see those who came to bid goodbye to Coco. Despite what personal grievance we might have for each other, we came, respectfully, for Coco. I know when the time comes for April, we will all still be here for each other.

Came home, straightaway to the bathroom to shower and wash my hair. Came out and hugged April baby, thanking her for just being alive.

Dear Coco girl, run free, be the most beautiful angel and watch over all of us, especially your Mommy and Daddy...

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