The light

I have been so cornered and covered in the darkness of his shadow that I didn't see there's a light shining behind him. Where are you my light? Wonder if you still shine as brightly as you used to be. Wonder if you would still bring warmth to me in your smile like you used to. Wonder if your eyes would be as kind as it used to be. If ever a day I would see you, will you be my light again...

I will be there

, he said. Someone who you have fallen in love with before and still somehow in love with after so many shits he made you go through. Well, vice versa that is the fact.
One day, he said, "I will always have a special place for you in my heart. I may fall in love with another girl, get married and have kids. Live like I am truly happy. But, once you call on me, I will leave everything behind in a second and just be with you. If you ever have a change a heart, I will be there. For now, forever and always. Then, I will be then truly happy."
Will what he said actually make you feel happy or sad? It's bittersweet. A love put in a most wrong way.