Living in this world, this particular little city that only reeks of busyness. Where everyone seems to be in a hurry, running after that money, the ones that crawled in like a snail, yet hopped out so fast like bunnies. Why is that people chase no end of the dollars. Always thought that if human cant get hungry, probably no one will ever work. Changed my words for a little bit now, it's for pride, ego, the strong desire to be popular, famous, or infamous, that hungriness (for food) has become secondary. People would rather starve and buy luxurious things now.
No peace.
Sometimes it's nice to have people say it's allright after u bumped into them in the mrt. Instead of glaring at u like u have taken away half their life. When that happened, im never upset. Im just feeling sorry for them. Well, maybe it's monday blue.
With the adult uttering vulgarities and the kids spewing out much worse, can't help but wonder what is the rest of the society has been doing. Can't help but wonder when does it change into this way? Was it gradually seeping in unknowingly? Or did we ignore the signs?
Sigh, on the mrt now, letting my thoughts run wild...
Sunday, June 24, 2012
What will?
Sitting by the sea side, watching the little cloud in the otherwise dark sky changed its shape. Saw the shape of a horse turning its head back. Now it has changed into the map of Australia. Bitter, life was so easy back then.
Life as a woman ain't easy, from being a daughter, a sister, a girlfriend and to a wife. Every phase has its traumatising moments. And it never ends.
The more I see a marriage the more I am terrorized, even before I jumped into one. All the whys and whats. Every family has its own book to read, different problems, even the happiest the family has their darkest secrets. Nobody knows.
So what will actually drove me into a marriage? Love? With all the crap of unsincere blokes out there, I don't think so. Age? Nahh, who cares, at the end of the day it's your life, your happiness. Then tell me, what will?
Life as a woman ain't easy, from being a daughter, a sister, a girlfriend and to a wife. Every phase has its traumatising moments. And it never ends.
The more I see a marriage the more I am terrorized, even before I jumped into one. All the whys and whats. Every family has its own book to read, different problems, even the happiest the family has their darkest secrets. Nobody knows.
So what will actually drove me into a marriage? Love? With all the crap of unsincere blokes out there, I don't think so. Age? Nahh, who cares, at the end of the day it's your life, your happiness. Then tell me, what will?
Back to my youth
Finally got a chance to revive my youth last night after a visit to Titanium. Apparently it's the club's last month in operation. My first and last time there perhaps. Met great singers like Qiqi and Sky, both have amazing vocals
I must say. Qiqi is an upbeat and outgoing girl, sociable and sweet. Her voice blew me off as she rendered qi qing liu yu beautifully. Sky was rather quiet and shy. I was wondering who he was when he sat at our table, a friend as Younis said. Rather surprised to see him singing on stage and isnt he a performer. Both received rave reviews from the audience, apparently they used to sing at Lunar. I would love to watch their performance again soon!!
Didnt realise I missed clubbing and dancing so much until I sat drinking, behind me were the basses. I absorbed the feeling of my heart thumping as the basses beat. Oh my, what a revelation - great feeling as if someone who has been deprived of her addictive drug and had it that second. I closed my eyes and saw my youth flashed back right there and then. Well, it has been at least a year since I danced into the wee morning like that. Euphoric!
I must say. Qiqi is an upbeat and outgoing girl, sociable and sweet. Her voice blew me off as she rendered qi qing liu yu beautifully. Sky was rather quiet and shy. I was wondering who he was when he sat at our table, a friend as Younis said. Rather surprised to see him singing on stage and isnt he a performer. Both received rave reviews from the audience, apparently they used to sing at Lunar. I would love to watch their performance again soon!!
Didnt realise I missed clubbing and dancing so much until I sat drinking, behind me were the basses. I absorbed the feeling of my heart thumping as the basses beat. Oh my, what a revelation - great feeling as if someone who has been deprived of her addictive drug and had it that second. I closed my eyes and saw my youth flashed back right there and then. Well, it has been at least a year since I danced into the wee morning like that. Euphoric!
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