Why is it so hard?

One of my new year's resolution is to keep in touch will all my friends, tried for 3 days of 2012 and I really cannot make it! I want to be with all people that matters to me, all at one go, one time, so that I don't feel guilty for 'neglecting' them. Apparently, that won't happen. Why is it so hard? 

Anyway, Happy 2012!!! Hope you guys have a great great year ahead!

Injured

Probably my own fault, anyway, but still need some time to get over it.
Love, friendship and all the what nots, in the end, when the time comes to choose, you didn't choose me.
Pain, but just for a while. Heartbroken, probably will be feeling pissed at all human beings for a while, but I will surface again brand new.

Friendship, why it's always when I have something good coming my way, my friendship never last? Why can't you be happy for me? Is it only when I'm down on my knees, crying, you will stood by my side, hearing me out. Yet, when I'm happy, you are never happy for me?

Hmmpphh... probably for the best, it's the end of the year, clearing rubbish from my life, both in my cupboard as well as in my heart and mind. That way, only the best will last for a brand new next year.

Did I mention I'm loving next year already? So excited for new opportunities to work alongside my hobbies, singing and photography. Will have outing next week for shooting in town, as well as outing next year January in Melaka. Oh oh, and April and her friends barkday bash. Hope everything goes as planned and we will welcome 2012 with a big big bang!

Have I told you that I love you??

 Meet my baby boy, Caesar! He's been with me for the past 4 months or so, yet I didn't have a chance to show him off. He's been accompanying me take good food, see the same scenery, capture it for me for memories. It's a gift, a very early Christmas in July when it came unexpectedly to me from a very dear cousin. I cherish this boy like a diamond. Means a lot to me and will continue take good photos, learn and learning each day...

Now watching... Dolpin Tale...

Watched it last night, but am watching it again. I love watching repeats and with that I am able to understand more of the movie, always catch something new that I missed out on the first watch.

Anyway, still hasn't gotten over my last talk with Ric O'Barry about the RWS dolphins. Felt like I can sympathize more with the animals since years ago, and it hasn't changed a bit as I get older. At least when you treat an animal nice, even if they bit you, it's still understandable, they are wild animal after all. For human? Yes, they always seems to bite the hands that feed them, and how to understand human? They are supposedly God's smartest creation, yes, also the evil-est of all.

Anyway, catch the movie if you have not!

 

Finding love

Finding back my love of singing, that is.

Learning to hit a new high with my voice with Beyonce - Listen.

How my voice has suffered with bronchitis for the past month. Coughing and coughing till my lungs felt like it's bursting inside, I can't breathe as my lungs filled with phlegm. When am I going to recover then I can practice my songs?

Anyway, this blog has been dead for what seems like the longest time, just like how it felt inside me. Sometimes I felt like I belong to nowhere, neither here nor there. I missed the way it was, when I was still with my friends, still in love, sometimes out, at least it was something. 

Hope time will change for the better, soonest... ciao!

Please let the dolphins go

I was just watching the cove the other night and felt so compelled to write about it. Then, I met the man Ric O'Barry himself. Such a great man, there's nothing pretentious about him he was funny, spontaneous and humble. Attending the dialogue session with him was an eye opener. His words from the cove and the session itself kept repeating by itself on my mind.

You should see dolphins in the wild to understand why they should not be in captivity.
The dolphins are social animals and they travel in groups. The same group that the 27 caught dolphins were from were found 128km away the next day.
Which enclosure, no matter how huge will allow them this kind of freedom and happiness.
RWS, please let the dolphins go. Their home is in the ocean.

No Pain, No Gain - Bikram Yoga

Or rather is it no pain, no lose? Don't ask me to Jia You please, Jian You instead.

Taken my first step towards a healthy lifestyle, a 90 minutes Hot Yoga classes and I try to go everyday. Well, except on weekends. I can never get people who love exercising and running, sweating just for the love of it. I can never get it!!! I wish I can though, it must be lesser a torture to exercise. I do play sports like Badminton and I love it, but other than that, no no...

Got inspired by one of our very own Indonesian singer, Agnes Monica, a very talented young girl. Britney Spears of Indonesia, I always said. I don't really like her, but recently I stumbled across her Twitter and Facebook. Her life is all about Yoga, Pilates, Gym, other than making music. The food she eat everyday is like Sweet potato and chicken breast, one of many similar ones, probably same taste. Urgh... It's no wonder she is shaped like that, and I, like this. LOL!

Anyway, hope I can pull through!!!