Last post for 2010

Where has 2010 gone? I haven't even gotten used to writing 2010 while jotting down dates and now I have to change to 2011. What have I done for 2010? Except enjoying my job, I haven't been doing anything else.

Wonder what else can I do for 2011? Well, there are certain achievements I wish I could fulfill next year, physically, monetarily and emotionally. Wish I can be more Mahatma, less selfish, lesser tantrum, etc etc.

Learned a lot this year from workplace, how to be a more likable being, most importantly.

Gotta sign off anyway, got company lunch to go, see you next year!

Praying...

For those who own dogs, they WILL know what it feels like when their kiddos fell sick. We WILL notice the slightest bit of change in them. I have always said that I want to get another dog to accompany April, but I'm simply afraid I don't have the time for two. My Indo cousins always said it's easy to keep dogs, yeah, well, if the way to keep dogs like them definitely is easy. Not for us, we take care of them, from food to poo, to make sure there isn't a tangle in their coat.

When they fall sick, it will be the greatest blow. It sends chill down my spine, that like human, our far much more innocent kiddos are not immune to sickness. Worse still, they cannot speak and tell us which part of their body is painful, they can't even cry like babies. How hopeless it felt like.

Dear girl, I hope everything is just a really bad scare. Hope your little boy will get back to his cheeky cheerful moments. Keep praying and have faith.

Crazy still...

Somehow deep down, I thought it will die off. My craze for Nikon D90 apparently isn't over. Yet, now that I am with Canon, I am crazing over its 500D. Since my pay is never enough to save up to that high, I relented, swallow my dignity and asked Mom to get it for me. She stepped on it and said she'd rather get me an invest-able diamond necklace or good for nothing Hermes bag, rather than the heavy boyish camera that would get my back even more hunched. Huh?? 

24 hours isn't enough!

I need my sleep, playing time with my April, my nephew, my niece.
I need time to call and sms my parents and my brother.
I need time to talk rubbish with my sister.
I need time to catch up with my girls.
I need time to clean the house.
I need time to learn guitar.
I need time to learn photography.
I need time for my Mass Comm class.

Awww.... So much things to do, so little time. I will lie dead within a year if I squeeze them all into all the time I have now.

Since I have been stubbornly trying to save my own hard cash to get my own Nikon D90, I haven't been able to get one. Ha! Now, it becoming more challenging since I have gone shopping and bleed my pocket dry before the next paycheck even come.

God bless me with more $$ and more time, please..