I felt so loved....

People looked at me and they said I am confident, carefree and there's so many other things that I know I am not. There's always this thought in my head that says that I'm only a wallflower, always. That I will never make an impact on others like how I see some of my friends are.

I was looking for my Blood donor card to check my blood type, searching through every nook and cranny, and I still never found it. Instead, I found this precious little bag where I kept most of my priceless memories. All that birthday cards, greeting cards, farewell letters, even those corny love letters from the past that I never thought about. I felt so amazingly loved, so amazingly lucky to hold a place in their hearts, even for just a moment in time.

Couldn't care less what wallflower I might be, for the people who loved me, I'm always the prettiest. Thank you for being there for me, whoever you are, wherever you are.. I'm so blessed!

Happy 26th

Collecting all the pieces of hope, putting them together into the puzzle of life, framing it into a beautiful memory.
And that's what we are going to be, framed, seen, felt but unchangeable. Let this be the turning point of my life, let me be more truthful to myself, my heart and my soul. Just let me be a happier being, or just let me be who I used to be. Enough of saying to myself, "If you are not coming back for good, then don't come back at all", yet somehow I still wished you came no matter what. So tired of you making and breaking your decision. I think it's time for me to decide for myself, to end it all. A closure.

Happy 26th to me and 27th to you, wherever you are. Let's be happy....

25 years + 1 day old

Officially 25 years old now. Had a great fun and meaningful day with the bosses and colleagues with a birthday lunch. Had 2 birthday cakes, although didn't manage to take many pics cos I simply had too much fun and forgot to take pics. While the first cake I had in the morning was before work, everyone hasn't even showered yet, except ME. LOL.

Had quite a bit of fun with my BFF that she bet no more than 10 people will actually remember my birthday, if I took off the birthday notification. LOL. I said, never mind, I need quality birthday wishes, not quantity. Thank you for the more than 10 people out of the hundreds that actually remember my birthday.

Well, God has granted me my wishes every year, without fail and He or She has given me more that whatever I asked for. To count my blessing is something that I can never do, just because it's too many. Most importantly, I have been given so many amazing people by my side that makes me think that I am the luckiest girl in the world. My families BFFs, long lost friends, new friends, great bosses and colleagues, they are the most important thing in my life that is so beyond any materialistic objects in this world. Thank you for being a part of me.

Last, but not least, the greatest baby in the world, my April. This will be our 6th Years Anniversary, 6 years ago today she came into my life. Since that sashay, my world is changed, can't imagine my life without her. Needless to say, baby, you know how much I love you! Muacks!