Feeling blessed...

Had a tragic storyline added to my life recently, all in and out within a week.

The most tragic, short lived and hooha crush I have ever been into. Feeling so blessed that I found out not too late. It was good while it lasted, brought silly smiles to my face for a few days. Glad that I had his company for a few short days, though it didn't seem to be what it was. Brought my stress level down by few notches with him there. 

I brought upon a turmoil in the social media world, it could be well a great case study of how one person can run, but can't hide in the Internet. It was hell scary to know that if you want to find out about someone, you can and you would. 

Cannot thank the girls enough for being there for me through and through, for all the mean jokes and the genuine concerns, really I appreciate. Felt so blessed that I was saved right at the nick of time, before I fell even further than a crush. Everything was just luck; lucky that I didn't keep quiet, lucky that I had the strong hunch, lucky that it was quick, lucky that even the radar failed - another radar popped out unexpectedly to tell the truth (ha!). Blessed, really...

Injured

Probably my own fault, anyway, but still need some time to get over it.
Love, friendship and all the what nots, in the end, when the time comes to choose, you didn't choose me.
Pain, but just for a while. Heartbroken, probably will be feeling pissed at all human beings for a while, but I will surface again brand new.

Friendship, why it's always when I have something good coming my way, my friendship never last? Why can't you be happy for me? Is it only when I'm down on my knees, crying, you will stood by my side, hearing me out. Yet, when I'm happy, you are never happy for me?

Hmmpphh... probably for the best, it's the end of the year, clearing rubbish from my life, both in my cupboard as well as in my heart and mind. That way, only the best will last for a brand new next year.

Did I mention I'm loving next year already? So excited for new opportunities to work alongside my hobbies, singing and photography. Will have outing next week for shooting in town, as well as outing next year January in Melaka. Oh oh, and April and her friends barkday bash. Hope everything goes as planned and we will welcome 2012 with a big big bang!

Ouchieee....

Went to the first Yoga lesson with my colleagues last Friday. Not bad, apparently I still can bend after all these while being a couch potato. Who knows the next day, my body ache from head to toe, seriously I don't think I left any muscle unbended! Felt so crappy and just nice, flu hit me, so there you go, all in one. Went to the doctor, I have never gone to the doctor for such flu, but since Sis afraid I passed on to the kids, I went anyway. Sure thing, I have never recovered this fast! LOL... Though I wanted to take MC to rest at home on Monday, decided not to, since a colleague is on leave, don't wanna leave my boss panicking without any admin. I dragged myself to work and with that white face, everybody knows that I am sick. LOL...

Used to be looking forward to Friday, now kinda dreading it at the same time, due to Yoga. Hope the next lesson won't hurt me that badly. Though honestly I need to be getting in shape, I scared myself at the rate I am going sideways and my clothes no longer can fit, I have gotten lazier to dress up cos it doesn't make a difference, it seems. Worst thing, I am bingeing like helllllll!! I have numerous weddings to attend this year! OMG, God help me!