I think I'm loving it!!

I have never written that I quit my job. A job where I love my bosses, colleagues and what I do. I quit, just that moment in time, within split second I quit. Everyone was surprised, but I think I need a break from it all. The IT stuffs are suffocating me.
Okay, so I wanted to be jobless for a while. As long as possible actually, trying to leech off Daddy as long as I can. Apparently, leeching just isn't my luck. I found a job. Went for the interview for fun, a little nervous but not as much as I thought I would be. Wow, I was amazed at how confident I am now!!! Must be training from my ex bosses. Heh!!
So anyway, the interview went well. The Boss was warm, humble and looked nice!! So I was accepted. As what??? Legal secretary!!! Yayyynesss..... I have a new title.

Feeling blessed...

Had a tragic storyline added to my life recently, all in and out within a week.

The most tragic, short lived and hooha crush I have ever been into. Feeling so blessed that I found out not too late. It was good while it lasted, brought silly smiles to my face for a few days. Glad that I had his company for a few short days, though it didn't seem to be what it was. Brought my stress level down by few notches with him there. 

I brought upon a turmoil in the social media world, it could be well a great case study of how one person can run, but can't hide in the Internet. It was hell scary to know that if you want to find out about someone, you can and you would. 

Cannot thank the girls enough for being there for me through and through, for all the mean jokes and the genuine concerns, really I appreciate. Felt so blessed that I was saved right at the nick of time, before I fell even further than a crush. Everything was just luck; lucky that I didn't keep quiet, lucky that I had the strong hunch, lucky that it was quick, lucky that even the radar failed - another radar popped out unexpectedly to tell the truth (ha!). Blessed, really...

Stress??? Whatt..???

Recently been under a lot of pain caused by some unknown headache, migraine as they called it, only at the left side of my head. Being someone who has never gotten any headache for the whole of my 28 years of my life, it scared the shit out of me. Went to the doctor, who has given me some anti-depressant or anti-stress medicine. Been asked many times if I am under a lot of pressure at work or any stress at home, etc, basically stress.

Asked myself on my way home if I am under a lot of stress. Not sure if I know what stress really meant. Well, pressures, disturbing thoughts, I think most of us will have it. However, to what extent will it be considered too much? For someone like me to be under stress is a little unbelievable, I laugh all the time, do crazy stunts, say too much sarcastic jokes, who will know? I don't even know, I can't even tell. Well, a colleague recently said, maybe I am not unhappy with my life, but neither am I happy.

Well, I think many people will have the same feeling, life is mundane, boring even. Wake up early, think about work, come back late and sleep. Everyday is just waiting for the weekend to come. Weekend if it isn't hanging out with friends, it's catching up with the resting time.

Then, what is life?

www.celegifts.com

Have you ever visited the www.celegifts.com. This is a website created by my own 2 lady bosses, due to their love of shopping. They traveled overseas often and get some interesting items back to be sold on the website. Do lend your support and let me know some feedbacks and comments about the website if you have.
It has lots of items for men, women, home, fashion accessories and of course PETS!! That will be my forte, I suggested this category for them and most of the time hands on with the items there. So, let me know if you need anything or have items or ideas you can contribute to help me. This will be my grounds to see how things work online, a learning tool for perhaps to set up one of my own.

P.S. I have limited access to who buy what and when, so if you want to get discount let me know, so I can tweak some discounts for you back-end. See ya!!

What will?

Sitting by the sea side, watching the little cloud in the otherwise dark sky changed its shape. Saw the shape of a horse turning its head back. Now it has changed into the map of Australia. Bitter, life was so easy back then.

Life as a woman ain't easy, from being a daughter, a sister, a girlfriend and to a wife. Every phase has its traumatising moments. And it never ends.

The more I see a marriage the more I am terrorized, even before I jumped into one. All the whys and whats. Every family has its own book to read, different problems, even the happiest the family has their darkest secrets. Nobody knows.

So what will actually drove me into a marriage? Love? With all the crap of unsincere blokes out there, I don't think so. Age? Nahh, who cares, at the end of the day it's your life, your happiness. Then tell me, what will?