Seriously, people....

I had the most annoying conversation with somebody a few days back. I was talking to some friends about pets, the demise of pets, so on and so forth. How it is going to be so painful when the time comes to say goodbye. Then this bitch pulled a chair in and sat by my side, with just a sentence, "It's just a dog, get over it!". The time seemed to freeze at that moment she said that, I can still remember hearing her slurping her finished Coke from the cup noisily, a small gust of wind as the rest of my friends leaned back unconsciously to their seats. I can remember feeling that nerve tick on my head and I gritted my teeth before I said, "You know, saying it's just a dog who died to me is the same as saying it's just your daughter who died, get over it!", she stunned with her eyes wide open and I continued, "So why can't you just give birth to another daughter and rename her the same name as your current one?". Tell me if I am over sensitive, nobody has the right to say whose whom is just a whom, don't be so cocky to think that only your people is important.

Anyway, I think she got what I meant when she actually apologized and acknowledged that she has blurted things out before thinking. This post is meant to all of you who think a pet is just a pet. My pets mean the same thing to me as my family. A part of me will be lost, too if I lost them. Get it?

Just had it....

One of the most depressing day of my life. Coco girl has gone to the rainbow bridge. A sweet girl whom I got to know her real temperament only at her home. Coco is feisty, active and very much a princess at home. Outside, Coco preferred to stick with Mommy and sit on her lap. Didn't expect her to go so fast. Saw her just last week and totally has a high hope of her recovering well. Coco is beautiful up to her last moment, she kept on fighting and somehow stayed alert during her illness.

I felt just really bad for not being there for Lydia when Coco passed on at the vet. Our hearts may tear, for Lydia and Uncle Bert, their hearts bleed. Nothing will ever be the same anymore. At their home, Coco is everywhere. Whatever they do for Coco, whatever decision made, they are out of love and nothing else.

Can't stop imagining how it would be like if it comes the time for April to go and it hurts so bad. Though proud to see those who came to bid goodbye to Coco. Despite what personal grievance we might have for each other, we came, respectfully, for Coco. I know when the time comes for April, we will all still be here for each other.

Came home, straightaway to the bathroom to shower and wash my hair. Came out and hugged April baby, thanking her for just being alive.

Dear Coco girl, run free, be the most beautiful angel and watch over all of us, especially your Mommy and Daddy...

Downside of this dog world

Been irked by the so many dog owners who thinks they are Semi-God in taking care of their own dogs. The raw feeders who thinks feeding raw is like feeding heaven food. There are pros and cons to any type of feeding, if you think feeding raw is the best, so be it. Don't condemn others not doing so, we as pet owners would think what we are doing is the best of what we can do.

What's the use of feeding raw if your dogs are not given happiness from exercise, walking and running daily. I think my baby girl is happiest and most sated when she is tired from our walk, our run or just frolicking on the grass. If you are afraid your dogs will get hot, dirty, ticks or fleas, that's your choice. I respect your choice as I think you think you are doing the best for your dogs.

I sacrificed my girl's long coat for her safety and comfort. As I think she is beautiful inside out, no matter if she is in short or long coat. She is beautiful in my eyes, I don't care if others don't think so. Their judgement doesn't matter at all. What I want is her to be happy and carefree, she is already 9, I think she deserved it.

Why does training our dogs with treats is considered cruel? I can bet that my girl or any other dogs are not starved when doing this training. That's why treats are given and not kibbles, you moron! They could have just eaten a fulfilling plate of meat and they will still progress with their training flawlessly. My girl could even do her tricks without treats now and would just be as happy with my praises and lots of hugs and kisses. They are happy to be working.

Last but not least, the ones who liked to show off their branded dogs items. Everybody know how your dogs wardrobe looks like and what accessories they have. They aren't cheap, we know. But, when it comes to their health, are you even half as generous as you are when you bought that newest LV collar?

Think about it... I have enough of such people around me....

RIP Boys...

Here we are, hovering in life, cursing and swearing at what had happened and what should happen. There they are, two parents who lost their only two boys. A suffering that no parent should ever go through and endure. My heart is broken, too thinking of the pain they have to go through each day. Remembering their children, probably laughing when they thought of their mischief and crying when they are missing them. Each and everyday will be painful, nothing will ever hurt them ever again, this will be the bottom pain of pain.
For once, Singaporean showed me a great unity, no stone throwing, but a calm, full show of respect for the victims and parents.

Nigel and Donovan, RIP boys, you both will be in a greater hands in heaven. Look after your parents, visit them in their dreams once in a while to let them know you are doing just fine.

http://www.asiaone.com/News/Latest%2BNews/Singapore/Story/A1Story20130131-399274.html

Stress??? Whatt..???

Recently been under a lot of pain caused by some unknown headache, migraine as they called it, only at the left side of my head. Being someone who has never gotten any headache for the whole of my 28 years of my life, it scared the shit out of me. Went to the doctor, who has given me some anti-depressant or anti-stress medicine. Been asked many times if I am under a lot of pressure at work or any stress at home, etc, basically stress.

Asked myself on my way home if I am under a lot of stress. Not sure if I know what stress really meant. Well, pressures, disturbing thoughts, I think most of us will have it. However, to what extent will it be considered too much? For someone like me to be under stress is a little unbelievable, I laugh all the time, do crazy stunts, say too much sarcastic jokes, who will know? I don't even know, I can't even tell. Well, a colleague recently said, maybe I am not unhappy with my life, but neither am I happy.

Well, I think many people will have the same feeling, life is mundane, boring even. Wake up early, think about work, come back late and sleep. Everyday is just waiting for the weekend to come. Weekend if it isn't hanging out with friends, it's catching up with the resting time.

Then, what is life?

Talent doesnt come easy

This doesnt come easy from someone as goofy as him (the wise words). Think he must have felt strongly about his music, his work and the efforts he so tirelessly put in.

" For some people, talent comes free. For some people, it must be bought with money, sweat and blood. Just like the majority of people, the free stuffs are always being taken for granted. Being a singer and liking to sing is an entirely different entities. Once something you like to do becomes a job, it changes shape into a burden, a pressure, a full blown stress machine. "

He said he constantly had to improve and while he is young now, he has to make himself well known enough to last him in his senior years. That is when he no longer can perform, but to be known enough to be sought after to coach the younger generation. That is making sense of his current work craze. He is restricted in time, food, friends, love life and life itself.

Well, recently I have gotten the chance to take a picture for an event for a friend, 3 hours straight of picture taking. With responsibility of taking decent pictures, making sure what needed to be taken is taken. I came home tired as hell. I remembered during the 3 hours I grew impatient, tired of taking pictures, something that as a hobby, I love it like hell. In the middle of it, I just wanted to go to hell with it, of course I was still burdened with my hangover from the night before, but really the feeling wasn't that good. Work is still work, I guess... Haha!

21 days ago at Aquanova

Lol!! I was searching through my notes in my phone earlier and found these gibberish note that somehow I typed when I was high on Martell!!!

Can you decipher them?

Yup here i am half high half low. Typing super fast on my iphone. Its super! Watching super hot girls with super sleazy men. N super sleazy men walking aroung asking girls to danxe. Waitng to see whos drunk enoimgj to be brouhjt home. The band is uper hith love it! Helloq nightlofe. M. It's i loce rock n roll now. !!!!!! Saw a gurl in a prety gown. I funno why. Hehe. All i knoe os inloveroxk n rolll!!!! The girl songer loll lole some dj. Lopez or wad. Lil. The huys hanging lver protectively over their girlfriend. The gf hanging on loke he will be lost to the rhthlmg gurating Read: rhythm gyrating girls. Hehehehe trie dto fix my one up one down eyelash in the toilet. The girls here are swaying, or am i? I dunno. Anyway, i looked the same as i came on 2 mins ago. So here i am. Well at 1 am nobody nothes about wad jphn lollona is sintkng rverybody kisy move to their own misic which ks fascinaying Read: nobody notices about wad John Mollina is singing, everybody just move to their own music which is fascinating!!!!her ei am dancing subconsciously wishing it will burn off mu 1 kg at leasy. But woth yhe amouy of hard liquor im drownong teying to drown mu soorrow, i dunthink so. Hejjehjejejejeke

Started off quite well and it just gotten slurrier in the end. I don't even remember typing all those down on my phone! Ha!